It's my burfdae!

Haha yes, today I finally turn the useless age of nineteen. FINALLY! I don't have any plans other than to hang out with the homosexual dude version of me, and go to dinner. Oh Caleb, I love you, thank you for coming and hanging out with me today, even if it hasn't happened yet =] Anywho, I'm going to bed now so I can wake up and have the energy to get my pretty on. Please, oh please, let this day not be completely terrible.

It's just amazing.

This needs to be heard.

I haven't posted in a while.

So here ya go. Have a little story sample I'm working on.

Generation Z/ Genocide Y:

["I'm so sorry sweetie..." My Grandmothers piercing blue eyes looked at me, an unbearable sadness behind them. "For what? What's going on Grandma?" "That is a long story my dear." Confused I tried to press my Grandmother further, upset to see her so sad. Something in her eyes scared me.  "Grandma, please tell me, you can tell me anything." The steady beeping of the heart moniter filled her slience as she looked down at her hands, as if ashamed. She sighed and shook her head. Her tight white curls bounced on top of her head. "I'm afraid this is something I cannot share..." She sighed again but this time she gave me a regretful half smile. "I....I want you to promise me something Dawn." She reached out with her trembling old hands and took my hand. I looked down, unable to meet her gaze, but she grabbed my face and turned my head toward her steady fierce eyes, which were filled with what appeared to be angry tears. Suddenly I couldn"t speak, but seeming to understand my silence, she spoke. Her tone was determined yet sad "I want you to promise me that..." She faltered, breathing shallow raspy breaths. "Grand-" I started, but she quickly continued. "No. Now I want you to promise me that no matter what, no matter what happens, you can forgive me and everyone else." Disturbed by what she was saying, I tried to respond calmly and sweetly. "Grandma, you've done nothing to be forgiven for." She shut her eyes tight, as if she was in serious pain and withdrew from me. "My sweet Dawn..." Tears were falling freely from under closed lids. "You will see in time. I love you, never forget that." My Grandmother died later that night, just as all hell broke loose.]